September 2010
3 posts
long time no talk
so i been trying to find another job outside of retail but i need a freakin resume. IF THERE’S ANYBODY THAT KNOWS HOW TO MAKE ONE PLEASE HELP MEEEE!! hit me up (;
okay update on my life. school is going alright. im ready to be done with it already. these past two months have been crazy and the worst i have ever had so far. i think things are finally starting to turn around though. well at...
i really wanna go to cali or go snowboarding!!...
i never thought i would experience the HORRIBLE feeling of being heart broken.
August 2010
1 post
what do i do in this situation
if there’s someone that likes my boyfriend. or i THINK she does. bugs me like crazyyyyyy!!!
July 2010
1 post
May 2010
3 posts
i need an outfit for saturday. hmm i wonder if i...
i thought i remembered everything but i guess i...
sooo some people are telling me about things that i don’t remember. i thought i remember a lot tho.
so im never drinking+wearing a dress again! i...
April 2010
7 posts
to the guys
neeekz:
xoxoschonette:
would you like the gift from your girlfriend for the two of you to go get a massage but in that package a facial [which is good for your skin] and a pedicure [no polish needed] is included with it?? that would be fun right? someone help me out.
definetely go with the facial. you can do the pedicure if you want, but i would suggest throwing out the pedicure and doing...
to the guys
ajreyes:
xoxoschonette:
would you like the gift from your girlfriend for the two of you to go get a massage but in that package a facial [which is good for your skin] and a pedicure [no polish needed] is included with it?? that would be fun right? someone help me out.
schonette, you’re nasty. lolol.
no i think that’s just your mind. ahahahahahaha
to the guys
would you like the gift from your girlfriend for the two of you to go get a massage but in that package a facial [which is good for your skin] and a pedicure [no polish needed] is included with it?? that would be fun right? someone help me out.
im weak with giving in to people all the time. i don’t like dealing with controversies and why make a controversy if its something that’s not worth fighting over but sometimes i get tired of giving in all the time.
i can’t wait til school’s over. i avoid the stress by going out on weekends but thats only 3 days out the week and i do it all over again for the next five...
i find it weird how my boyfriend tells me on a serious note “babe i think you’re bi” lol
i dont think im not.
i hate when my mom makes me feel guilty because i disagree with her. but in this situation she is not right. i want to help her but i really can’t. sometimes you can’t be selfless and you have to be selfish.
this week went by faster than i thought. i killed all the surprises i had plan but i got to pull off the surprise my boyfriend’s mom wanted me to help her do. bio scares me so much test #3 is tomorrow i gotta pass! if i dont idk what will happen. wish me luck! and after that test its the beginning of a HOPEFULLY wonderful weekend. party fight night and a date with my lovely ashley.
March 2010
12 posts
last week of school until spring break! =]...
happy/sad
went great! =] im super happy. i love that things are normal again<3 the only thing that isn’t normal though, is my family. im hoping everything with that gets worked out. =/
couldn't have prepared myself for this fall...
angels cry - mariah carey&neyo love this song
seems like we're the perfect team I'll be your...
passion
if you were passionate about fishing, would you...
one of those FML thoughts
since im going to summer school, i thought that the last weekend after my semester is over [the weekend right before summer term one starts] would be the perfect time for me to go to cali because i won’t have anything important to do and it would be the only FREE weekend i have and i can go on a fishing trip with my boyfriend and some of our closest friends. but then i realized my spanish...
gosh i wish i got more into photography
when i was little i used to love taking pictures of everything and everybody. and in middle school i always had an interest in it but i had to wait til high school came. and it came giving me a horrible photography teacher with distracting friends where i didn’t do so good. i wish i stuck to it because i liked it. developing is fun but taking the pictures is sooo cool.
mid semester
my grade estimate for bio is an F =/ omg i never had an F before. this is so depressing for me. do i drop it and retake it again or do i stick to it and try to do everything i can to pass it. i would be content and happy if i got a D. i just need to pass this class and i’ll retake it. uggggghhh this is a four credit class so i guess i’ll keep it and do whatever i can. but i study soo...
February 2010
14 posts
I hate that time before you go to sleep at night...
crystaljewel:
aneissarae:
(via 365thoughts)
i lost my habbit in quitting. im soo stressed i never break out and this is the first time ever im starting to break out. i wanna give up but even though i want to i can’t i won’t.
super exhausted
so when i got home last night i pretty much just did hw til 3:30 am. such a nerd.lol im soo stressed though. i finished my essay that i was pretty proud of especially since it took me hours to do. then i try to save it. i realized i forgot something so when i open it up everything i made progressed on didn’t save =/ i couldn’t sleep knowing this because i have so much to do. so i...
saving lil by lil
i have my list of things to do by the end of the summer one is i reallyy want to go on a cali roadtrip right now. i miss cali. i wanna go jet skiing again and not let anyone driveee me i learned my lesson with that bruise and i wanna take him fishing on the pier and have a bon/bomb fire.
almost finished
with my valentine’s day stuff for him. i pretty much got everything i need and i spent less than a hundred dollars. yayyyyy! =] gosh i need to start saving i put away 50 dollars of untouchable money. lol
he has no idea what im going to do. i hope he likes the surprise.
i want
…to go to the beach. i miss it too much. if anybody would have seen the pictures from when i was little you can tell that i truly loved going to the beach. i went almost everyday with my cousins who i miss soo much. i used to get hella dark. haha
…to have a different job. and make more money.
…to be able to save 400 dollars two months from now.
my first real valentine
i never had a real valentine where we went on a date and gave gifts. i mean a guy gave me a chocolate rose but im pretty sure i wasn’t the only one he gave one too. but this year since i have a boyfriend i’ll fer sure have a valentine. valentines day isn’t a big deal for me but i think it’s a fun holiday i guess. cuz i know what im doing for him and it makes me pretty...
i want another tattoo. i think i want to extend the one i already have orrrrrrrrrrrr get on one on the upper part of my thigh but idk what i would get there like what would be appropriate there. i always wanted the filipino sun but everybody has that.
two days straight worked out =] that doesn’t sound like much but for me it is. it’s hard to stick to it. im gonna make day three today. im soreeee though. i’ve been doing cardio but mainly focusing on my target area that i wanna get rid of. my muffin tops =/ i hate hate hate that. i even had that when i used to be super skinny. i learned some good workouts to get those areas...
im not gonna ask questions anymore. i over think wayy too much.
it seems like everybody goes to the gym. i need to start going.
January 2010
27 posts
seeing people post things about spring break made me think what am i gonna do for spring break? hmm i think i’m going to try to get all the hours at work i can and try to enjoy at the same time while staying in vegas =/ cuz the week after is my boyfriend’s birthdayyy and he’s turning 21. i know he’s going to wanna gamble and fer sure go to bars and clubs and throw a big...
i love that im close to my mom and can tell her anything and talk to her about anything. the only times we have problems is just because we both don’t have patience. it feels like such a relief to not keep things from her anymore.
friday.
i wanted to read the book dear john cuz my sister’s been reading it and she’s really into it but i hate reading books with a movie because you get dissappoint in which ever you do second if it’s not just like what you read/saw first. but going to see the movie on friday. i wonder if i should go with my boyfriend cuz he’s in the army like john and his unit is probably going...
to: alani erginia
i love the first song on your tumblr. =] lol
aww i really wanna go snowboarding. i know im going to get hurt and im going to freeze and fall on my face and roll and be scared when i have to go up the ski lift because i wouldn’t know how to get off but i still wanna go! ugghh i don’t think i’ll be able to this year though =/ ohh well. camping trip though =] i guess that can make up for it.
learning
to not hold on to things and just let things go and just let things happen. its going to take time but i’m learning how to be calm about everything. i wish i can learn how to relax moree and not be soo stressed out about everything bad or different that happens. i wish i can find an easier way to not think about things.
i feel like there’s soo much stuff for me to look forward to this year. im excited.